"The only thing more overrated than childbirth is the joy of owning your own business." --MT Cup
I stopped by the MT cup today to grab a vanilla mocha. I felt like I needed something to keep me alive as I planned to get a lot of homework done. Now I have a headache for some reason and don't really feel like doing my homework right now T__T.
Some time ago, I remember that I had this saying, "If you don't use your energy for positively, your energy will turn into negative energy." I think that's what's happening right here. I'm spending way too much time thinking over the situation and thinking ways in which I will mess up or ways in which would be really awesome. But with all of this thinking, I'm not getting anything done. Maybe I have something that's bothering me, something deep inside of me that's afraid to let me go, something that does not want me to progress.
Maybe it's something completely different. My mom once said that I try to do too many things at once. That the stress of trying to get too many things at once is the reason why I get all of these headaches. She says that I'm too ambitious and that I should slow down and live a simpler life. I don't want that, mom. I've spent way too long being locked up and now that I'm free to do whatever I want, I want to make sure that I achieve as much as possible before I die.
So now, I must make this decision. To turn away from all of these horrible thoughts and to keep a positive lifestyle going. I don't care what anyone says about me anymore. I'm not letting anything slow me down. I'm gonna keep fighting for my own goals.
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